It’s been almost a month since mum has fallen sick again. I slowly feel the stress, tiredness and frustration of running around yet seeing no substancial improvement of mum’s condition.

Everyday, my mood just going up and down as mum’s appetite goes up and down. If she feels a bit well, then I will be extremely happy too. If she frown a bit, then my heart sunken more. It is definitely a tough war to fight and I do understand the importance of being patient of the progress.

Samuael said he wanted to dedicate U2 - Sometimes you can’t make it on your own, which reminds me that I too need to take a break and shout out for help whenever I feel so…Truely it is, however, being a stubborn and impatient sagittarius, I sometimes rather done the things on my own quick and fast rather than waiting the helping hand from others.

I just done my blood test for my thyroid condition and mum done hers for condition monitoring, will only know the results by Friday and Saturday respectively. Really hope both will be well, at least for mum case if not both…Praying hard.



好的信念

01Aug08

整整两个星期没在这废话连篇了。这两个星期对一些人来说,可能一眨眼就过。但是对我却像是漫长的日子,因为每一分,每一秒,都在和时间竞赛。

或许,已经有朋友注意到我在社交圈的消失,也好奇我到底去了那里,做了什么。不好意思,让你们担心了。

世事无常,人生总会有很多变化。上个星期,一些数字、一份报告,彻底改变了我的人生:妈妈病了。这个措手不及的消息就是我失踪的原因。

不能说是不幸,因为在这困难的时候,许多亲戚朋友、贵人立时伸出援手。我时间上的松动让我能很专注的在这一段时间安心的照顾妈妈,没有的好嫌了。

“我们不能改变命运,但是我们可以改变生活”,这是一个好朋友 勉励我的话。真的很对,我有信心藉由生活上的改变,能让妈妈的病逐渐好起来,也只有这样的信念,能让我们坚持下去。

祝妈妈早日安康。